We wanted to offer instant access.
The high seas had other plans.
You’re here because digital is fast — and I get it.
The Kindle, Paperback, and Hardcover are all available…
but the PDF caught the wind, and it’s no longer offered.
On the turbulent high seas of the big blue internet… it was going to happen.
The whole point of the PDF was speed — that was the intent, and it was my desire for this page.
Then the real Captain of this ship weighed in — my trusted advisor, Kirsten.
PDFs sail dangerous waters.
Once released, they can be copied, altered, broken apart, reposted, or quietly shared — not out of malice… just because that’s how the internet works.
And this book wasn’t written lightly.
It represents 2 years of writing and years of lived experience, practice, failure, refinement, and care.
So we chose not to toss it overboard.
The journey is still very much available — just not in a form that can be endlessly copied or lost to the depths.
Some treasures are worth guarding.